yeah, well pepe never comments on any of my posts. :(

theres a girl in my french class we call her Isabelle.. and she's in D.C. right nao too. it's really hard with u not here.. idk if i can bare it much longer.
come backkKK!!!!

AGHHH

okay,, its killing me. i have no one to talk to 3rd 4th period. and all i have to talk to is some ohio hobo i dont really know thats creeping me outt. i just wish that u could at least steal someones phone and text me. nevertheless,, i hope that ur trip is fANtASTic! i heard some ellendale people are there right nao too. i wish i were one of them.

to frannie from sommie

hey i have a question do you think that it is posible to miss someone so much that you feel like you love them like when they don't talk to you for a along time that you just want to get up and love them?" --som

Madi, Don't Leave

It takes a lot to phase me
i'm pretty stable
i'm pretty sane but..
i'm looking at my future
and, god, do i have to lose her?
we share conversations on
how we're all just floating
through space and nothing matters
i'm looking for a pattern
is it possible to say
"baby, let's run away to the east coast
or seatlle
compass or st. marcus"
i've got a credit card
and a reliable car
let's drive...to pennsylvania

madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
put our money where our mouth is
madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
put our money where our mouth is

it takes a lot to make pretty anger
and very sad
and i'm looking towards the outcome
there must some hidden reason
we share kisses upside down
and on your old quilt
by your computer
i was hoping
your garage as it opened
is there anyway
you can change schools and stay
up here in ft worth
'cause you're what i look for
i've got a hopeless crush
maybe that don't mean much to you
but, i'm hoping this can keep going


madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
put our money where our mouth is
madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
put our money where our mouth is

i've got a credit card
and a reliable car
let's drive...to pennsylvania
it's six am and icecream is the first thing on my list
and pets improves our kisses
after so many misses

madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
put our money where our mouth is
madi, dear, can't we just disappear
and take our chances
on a teenagers' romances?
put our money where our mouth is

PEPE READ THIS

"My Frannie! Sweet dreamer! Lovely bride!
Say, may I be for aye your vassal blessed?
Thy beauty's shield, heart-shaped and vermeil dyed?
Ah, silver shrine, here will I take my rest
After so many hours of toil and quest,
A famished pilgrim, saved by miracle.
Though I have found, I will not rob thy nest
Saving of your sweet self; if you think well
To trust, fair Frannie, to no rude infidel.

"Hark! 'tis an elfin-storm from faery land,
Of haggard seeming, but a boon indeed:
Arise---arise! The morning is at hand;
The bloated sailors will never heed:
Let us away, my love, with happy speed;
There are no ears to hear, or eyes to see,
Drowned all in Rhenish and the sleepy mead:
Awake! Arise! My love, and fearless be,
For o'er the southern moors I have a home for thee.
Your truest love, Pepe"

OHMAHGEE

Im talking to squid--of course about camp.
okay i dont have time to be on here. if someone catches me on here,, i'll get in twuble. so 1)im grounded from music 2) im grounded from the computer

today

i feel like swimming today. i look like a hurricane hit me today. i feel tired and cold and hungry--well not hungry, i ate a caramel and pecan cinnamon roll. :) it was scrumtious. i miss pepe a lot today
and im infuriated still that i couldnt go to the concert at tbc last night. i heard it was wild. i mean mom would let me go if aaron gillespie were playing because i love aaron gillespie and she knows that. oh well. i did go to intermurals for like half of it and then at 9:00p.m. i went and got 4 scoops of free icecream. YUMM. but today im just exhausted.

songs

Cosmic Love--Florence and the machine
Howl--florence and the machine

DDDD:

im literally a thousand miles away from where i belong..from HOME!

:DD music

so,, yesterday was fantabulous. tho..i didnt bring my guitar. i need to fix it up. :PPP

decisionss..

im going to make a new blog. :)

disgust.

did you know that i am not very fond of those who judge my name and pepe's name too.

HELLO world!

I'm going to write random things about me :)
1) i have moved 10 times.
2) i love Aaron Gillespie
3) my ceiling used to be blue.
4) my eyes were sky blue, but now they're dark green.
5) I don't like talking in school. I have no clue why.
6) Please, don't get me hyper. I'm uber annoying.
7) I have a dream world with a few people.
8) I'm married :)
9) I hate snow, but there are piles around me that are above my head.
10) I can be very stubborn.
11) I can sing, draw, paint, play piano and guitar, and writing poetry.
12) I unfortunately can be a procrastinator.
13) I'm very prone to illusions and hallucinations..
14) My imagination always gets the best of me. please don't scare me.
15) I'm ticklish.
16) I have 2 haitian brothers.
17) I like spinich and onions and weird stuff like that.
18) I despise tomatoes.
19) I don't get dust in my eyes even though they're as big and bright as the moon.
20) My imaginary enemy is stalking me always. :/

:)

THE CREATOR OF THE WORLD LOVES YOU

okay,, you kept me up all night with FIVE DIFFERENT dreams, you.

i realized that my life is meant for music and i've been drown'd in that. :)
and in noticing that all of the wishes i've ever wished have come true, i made a wish book for me. it's pretty sweet. it only works if you have faith. :D
excuse the dorkiness, i made some when i was 9yrs old.

wish 1: i'd have the ability to sing and dance.
wish 2: i'd have a boyfriend.
wish 3:I'd learn piano
wish 4: i'd be able to play guitar
wish 5: i'd meet someone who likes the same thing as me.
wish 6: i'd be a worship leader.
wish 7: I'd be in a band one day.
wish 8: I'd move North Dakota, but idk why..
wish 9: i'd meet aaron gillespie
wish 10: our band would be successful
wish 11: I'd move somewhere warm or back home.
wish 12:I'd get an acoustic/electric guitar.
wish 13: my lil buddy would be healed.
;)

OH

any money making ideas????

AGH

so im sooooooooobored!

GARRETTS POST

I like almost anytype of music exept rag time, blues and jazz i mean please this is the twenty first century were not in the 1800s anymore people get some real music.

madi-amen. but i kinda like rag time..if its jamaican music :)

Garret-im just kiding music is music aslong as you enjoy it.

madi- my favorite kind of music is alternative :)

Garrett- for me it depends on my mood.

madi-but u aint a gloomy bug
Garret- true that haha.

madi-tech is sooooo boring

Garrett- ya ... but i like the part that you can listen to music during class.

mads-i know. i lost my dads headphones after i lost mine. he'll be INFURIATED.

Gaarebear- i would be to lol .. i dont know what i would do if i lost my headphones

madi-i knowwwww. im dying/ i bet mrs. martin has em. either that or mr. vance. ergh!!!

Garrett- well i wouldnt sugest the hospital to find the cure.... hey y not walmart ... they got every thing else they can even start givin you cures....(sarcasm)

maddo-thanks for the advice gare-bear. i'll look into that. and im broke, mayn. i've got 10 bucks that im saving for church camp in ohio with bry. :)

Garrett- well atleast your savin for a good thing.... you should just walk into walmart and tell them whats up or how it is lol

madi- its not like they'd give me a free pair :) i wish tho. haha btw, i wonder if tori still likes you..

Garrett.....idk probly not...well that was a littel off topic haha.... ya walmart it just ... argggggg


madi- hahahahaha yur a pirate! and there are no topics on blogs.

debating..

northern florida
missouri
ohio
washington
?

>_< erghh!

so i think my "sermon" went swell..idk why pepe wont talk to me :( i havent heard him forever which makes life drown in melancholy. i am deciding what song to learn next on the guitar. i LOVE playing!
it's amazing :)

i miss you :)

short story-beginning

I leapt to the front of the room, where one could see every single person: those who looked me straight in the eyes and, of course, those who were brain-dead, uninterested, and people who, therefore, had fallen into a sweet slumber. I wasn’t a fretful one up there; I understood all I was commanded to do or say. The reason people are anxious is because they’re intimidated by the enormity of the room or the vast amount of people or the one person in the crowd that will yell ‘Haha!’ when you make a mistake. I’m actually fond of these things because the ginormous area lends you more room to open your mind and the more people that are around, the more I can learn from my mistakes and realize what I do wrong to improve next time.
“Nice speech.” Sommie, lying on the floor midst the paper and pens around her, gave me a flattering remark. Well, I assumed it was.
“Anybody have any water?” I hollered and the numerous kids that were in individual groups while writing songs glanced up at me; somebody threw a soda at me.
Sommie and I scurried out of the enormous cabin, Timberlodge, once our songwriting business had ended. We marched upon quite an extended walkway that traveled over streams and through fields until it reached the Tabernacle, where everyone met. And attached to the Tab was the cafeteria where they mixed and stirred and fried and grilled until they came up with delicacies that were satisfying to the appetite. Next to the Cafe are the dorms, where each and every one of the kids that exist in the community stay. There are 3: one for girls, one for boys, and one split in half for both.
Sommie and I entered the Tab, and we looked around the room with countless windows, the sun illuminating upon our faces. A smile appeared on me as I eyed my greatest companions. A song played in my cranium [Twelfth and Hide, on a Sunday, feeling like we’re gold. And we’re nothing short of invincible, invincible!] My grin grew bigger and my shimmering eyes intensified. I glanced back at Sommie, laughing as her flowing hair, the color of the wheat that cultivated in the field, danced about her. My acquaintance noticed us in the distance and came scampering in our direction. He squeezed me and I then introduced Som to him, Kyle. (Oh, what a magnificent thing it is for her to encounter with him just once.)
“Kyle, this is Som.” He grinned and shook her hand.
“That’s an interesting name. Is it British?” He asked her and she nodded her head yes.
And Kyle brought us to the rest of my allies. [It starts again, can you feel it? It takes your breath away. Stop saying that we're invincible] Kyle’s friend, whose name is the same as him, hugged me, as well as Ryan Oldaker with his locks cut and skin pale from the severe season previously. I introduced Sommie to them. More of my buddies joined us. Noah, whose tresses had turned a light brown, smiled and screamed my name. Pyper, now a red head like me, jumped on me as I laughed. And I saw what I longed for. My friend, Levi, halted calmly behind me. Spinning around, I held him close to me. [Oh sweet angel of mercy, with your grace like the morning, wrap your loving arms around me]
And I automatically awakened from my slumber. I yawned and peered at the room from my top bunk. It was still dim out, but my pocket watch informed me that it was 6 a.m. Every girl in my room was asleep. I quietly slipped down, off of my top bunk and crept out the door. With my clothes in my hands, I dressed in the bathroom, and when I returned, everyone was awake. And Som was tying her wavy blonde hair into a chaotic twist on the top of her head as she followed me out the door, yawning. Outside by the cafeteria, kids were already waiting for breakfast. Niggling past ambitious fellows, we cut in line to stand by Pyper.
“Hey guys!” she exclaimed, unexpectedly taking an image of us with her cherry red camera. Levi, Noah, and Kyle toddled over to us as Pyper took a snapshot of them as well.
“Pyper, it’s not nice to take pictures of people who don’t want to be posted on Facebook.” Levi said, sticking his hands in his pockets.
“And you wouldn’t be one of those people.” She told him.
“Yeah, well, I’m just a movie star.” He turned to me. “I can’t deny that.” And then Noah posed for a picture.
The café unlocked its doors and people gushed through to be the first ones to enjoy the yummies. Altogether at a table, we ate breakfast. Sommie and I had to leave early to attend worship practice. We scurried all the way to Timberview and gathered our instruments to play. We practiced and finally performed our songs. Once it ended, we rushed to the Tab where people were chatting, playing guitar, making games up, dancing, singing, telling stories, and having all sorts of contests and dares. We discovered Kyle, the other Kyle, Ryan, Noah, and Pyper standing in a circle, chuckling. [You and me with the windows down, you and me out and killing this town. You and me with our souls on ten, it’s just you and me again.]

i was looking at camp pictures a sec ago
and i was all worried if i could ever see my LIFE again..
and then in the distance i saw a sign that hung over the door to the sanctuary
it said "Be still and know that I am God" :D
it made me happy

songs i am very berry fond of:
Ode to Fayetteville--The Wedding
I-540--The Wedding
Some Will Seek Forgiveness Others Escape--Underoath
Too Bright To See, Too Loud To Hear--Underoath
Lonely Wheel--The Almost
Amazing, Because It Is--The Almost(i can play it on the piano)

boredd

weel, i spent the night at lizzey's house and it was INTENSE. i get there and see evan taylor standing out of the corner of the street waiting for Timbo, lizzer's bro, to get home from school.
I go down to the basement/lizzey'sroom, and sit down there and start coloring in coloringbooks. Pepe, that's perfect way to pass time by and it's really fun. I colored a picture of us. hah;
and then she started reading her stories that she wrote UBER dramatically and it was hilarious. and then timbo randomly shouts, "madi! Come here!" so, i come and he hands me a venom of my favorite kind. and i scream inside with joy. :D
i know energy drinks arent the best for you, but some can be yummy. and then we watch a movie, Bright Star..very romantic...
and we eat and celebrate timbo's birthday with cake and RockBand and Venoms. and then we go down and watch two more movies and go on FB and etc. and as they stayed upstairs and did whatever they did, we were in the basement having a contest who could stay up the longest. and then timbo goes and gives me a mango venom and i die, once again...
and then lizzey leaves and starts snoring in her bed, leaving me to finish the movie,, and then it was really quiet upstairs..
so im sitting writing poems all night, bored outta my mind until i hear someone stir.
and technically i won the contest, but no one seemed to care.
and my prize was that im sleep deprived still. im surprised i didnt even get sick from it.
weel, pepe. since i was seven, i started saving my wishes..saving the wish every time i saw a shooting star, a random haystack, a fallen eyelash..and i prolly have millions.
but i would use them all to wish that i was here with you.
<3

short story for school on CAMP :D

here's parts of my short story...

We clasped each other and hugged, exchanged numbers and emails and tears, and kept our view on those who left until they no longer were visible. When it was my turn, I didn't ley my eyes swell with salty water. I didn't have any expression upon me. I was as unfeeling and depressing as faded state cheerios floating in milk with a stench. I was a zombie. I took one last breath in the air I had always breathed in, one final look at the life I knew. I saw them waving me goodbye. I took a snapshot through the window and stared at it the complete time I rode on the bus, taking me into the world.

[I awakened, breathless, gasping for air. For in my dreams, you were there.]

My eyes opened and I peered around. The bus was nearly unfilled and the bus driver was shouting over me.

"Excuse me, Frannie, this is your stop!" He helps me up and I grab my bags. I step off the bus and enter an insignificant town midst countless plains that blanketed the earth like a quilt. My new parents stood with smiled plastered onto their faces. I swallowed. This was my new life, where I was stationed temporarily.

But I will by no means disregard my days previously.

[The pages of life fill the story of our love in a time long ago, where fairy tales come true.]

rambling about the FUTURE!!!

sinking in boredom, i decided to make a new blog post.
i wonder what life will be like in like 6 years. i wonder if i will be in florida with pepe raising our turtle farm. haha. i reckon that we are quite odd because, turtle farms kill turtles. it's a natural process for them.
but the beach will be nice. must watch out for hurricanes.
and jellyfish. they hurt me.
gosh my teacher wants me to think of my future and everything about it. i long to play music. i like to sketch too. idk what i will be.
idk how many kids i'll have either. idk if i want kids. i think i may eventually. my mother said not to have kids until 5 years after you're married cuz once ur a parent, ur ALWAYS a parent and it wont just be you and him again.
do u want kids pepe? i think u told me before but i dont remember...

today is another day..sigh.

so, i am at school and i dont like it.
i missed the winter jam yesterday:( sob. i longed to go.
in fact, north dakota doesnt even have a winter jam. they have this thing called ignite, but it's a convention type thing for campus missionaries. and im not a campus missionary.
besides, im broke. idk if i can afford to go to camp, i dont know if i can even buy a new guitar.
all i know is that i have enough to buy an energy drink.
and im totally into Red Venom. :)

:) :)

my friends and i..(i blinked!)

so, PE started and thank god that i only have to have 1 semester of it.

but today, we were bored and we played kickball and i pretty much demolished everyone.

the first day of it, i ACHED so much. my bones hurt. and, yes, pepe, you don't know how that feels cuz u dont think it's possible.
but it is.

somehow, som, someway, i miss ryan oldaker. :DDDDDD hahaha

today is another day

today, is semester tests. and i only have 4 hours of school. :) then i get to walk to Trinity and eat lunch there today and tomorrow. im pumped. i hope some kids come back. i enjoy their company. it's funny when you see some kids around town and they aren't going to the college but they're living here. and you see them wearing the same thing every time.. and you see them working in shabby places so they can survive
because..
well, i guess they have no where to go.
it makes me rather sad. doesn't it make you sad too...i sure wouldn't like to be homeless.
im getting there tho. :(
money RUNS away from us like THAT.
and it soon will be all gone.
i think we should move back to our old house.
oh and pepe...wish me luck on my science semester test today. :/ im nervous and idk how i'll do.
i think i'll pray. :)
frannie

AARON GILLESPIE!

so, aaron gillespie has prayed about it with his band and he OFFICIALLY is leaving. i must say that i am a tad sad, BUT he's going to still be in The Almost and he's going solo. i understand why..i mean, if he's going to go solo and be in TWO other bands, it'd be exhausting. jeezy, he'd never see his wife. (she's purdy)
but yesss. just thought i say that.

PEPE!! CHANGE UR PROFILE PIC.

im sorry to inform you that it makes you look even GAY-ER than doug thinks you are.
so i suggest you change it before he starts talking crudmonkeys about youu. :P
frannie

so, i have not been on forever and i was thinking about making a theme for my blog.Not just the LIFE OF FRAN, but actually having something to DO with this life..because there's a lot in it. I think doug finally thinks that pepe is not gay, which is good. I convinced him not, but he simply said, "Fran! you're making Pepe look bad!"
im sorry, dear pepe, i am. and i feel like i have come out of contact with sommie since she never replies to my emails and she never blogs and she never calls and she doesn't have texting.. Golly! she was my bestie and i miss her immensely. oh well. i will give her a call sometime. cuz i miss her.
but last time i actually called, a man with a really raspy voice picked up and i was very scared, who knows who that might have been.
im sorry, pepe, that i haven't sent your birthday present, but i'm still working on it! it's small, but what you asked for. and i dont have any money so...yeah. you'll get it sometime.
i hope your birthday was funnnnn! and i hope your grandpa put a ton of confetti in your card cuz i know you love it.
and my friend, Charis, came to my house(along with her whole fam) and we made up this thing called 104 Days of Dares and each day of summer(since there are 104), we are going to do a really CRAZY DARING thing...we're starting on the last day of school. and since we'll be gone some days in summer, we're going to do some in april with an UBER crazy PK girl that i met in omaha when i was little, but then moved here to ELLENDALE. Allison Courtney.
so on the last day of school, we're going to dress like geeks.
sometime, we're going to the park and paint little kids faces(1 penny per face) and in march, we're going to dress in our bathing suits and take pictures in the snow. it will be CHILL! and one day, we're going to have a concert where anyone in the whole town can come. and i think we'll have it tbc. but hahyeah, it will be FUNN.
maybe by the time you get here, we'll have it when you're here.
charis and i JUST NOW decided that when you come, we're going to have to do THE CRAZIEST THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD> im still trying to find out what that is.
haha.
have a fun time at SLAM and STUFF and dunking basketballs off of whatevers. so, yeah. love you! Frannie...
p.s. my french teacher decided that was my name, :)and now that's what everyone(in that class) calls me. and it's beast!